Oopps
Oopps. I missed a post for March. This became a monthly thing, I know. Better something than nothing I guess. So, what's up? I had a very strong dream yesterday, of a baby (I don't know the gender, but I assume a boy), of thunderstorm with tsunami so strong it built a wall of sand in the shore. It flooded us even if we are on a very high floor, that strong of a typhoon. We even lost electricity in my dream. It's obvious something is going on inside my head, and in my emotions that I created monstrous weather in my dream. Before I sleep last night, I was writing few of my new long and short term goals. Simple, achievable goals. Nothing grand. Because I know deep inside I'm really longing for change. I again let go of myself, back to the old weight. And I can feel how heavy I am. I get tired easily. I'm irritated. Lethargic. There's reason in everything, I tell myself. The fact that my sleep has been so erratic for the last 6 months because of the kids' schoo...